Thursday, April 27, 2006
the whole world is crashing down on me.i'm a failure. period.math ca was quite horrible today. cause the questions were stupid. oh and i got back 2 of my amath spring tests. and i practically failed both. how brilliant can i be.
my world is freakingly falling apart. everything isn't going right. even my very reliable studies. oh great. and i'm beginning to wonder if canada is really as great as what i thought it would be. it may even be worse than here. but too bad. i don't have a choice. so no use thinking of it.
was i quiet today? a little i guess. but i was mostly high, cause it was YIXIU's birthday. tomorrow i shall adopt back my old self. the old self when i was in primary school. excluding p6 and a little of p5. AND people please. don't keep asking me why i'm so quiet. i'm tired of that question. i'm very very scared that i might just explode. you would not like it when i explode.
oh yes.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DEARIE YIXIU! this funny woman. i shall not say what happened during assembly. it was just hilarious.
know what. i'm sick of being depressed. someone get me out of this state.
i have not done my social studies homework. and i don't plan on doing it. but i might change my mind. who knows. i'm weird remember?
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i'm such a lousy friend. i'm serious. everyone seems to be avoiding me. but i wouldn't mind, cause i'm a lousy friend, remember? maybe i should stop irritating everyone. maybe i should be someone non-existant. then the world would be peaceful. that's quite a brilliant suggestion. goodbye my dear friends. i'll miss you all. oh yes. one reminder. please please please don't make me happy or high or make me laugh. cause then i wouldn't be able to carry out my plan.
au revoir.
`a wish that i forgot to make when i blew my candles.`i miss the old days.
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
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